cycle 6:54 a.m. 2006-07-17 cycle 6:54 a.m. 2006-07-17 Learning 6:25 p.m. 2006-07-05 Got your dancing shoes on, now kiss me. 5:19 a.m. 2005-09-14 Red red wine you make me feel alright... 1:17 a.m. 2005-09-13 Simplicity 1:00 a.m. 2005-09-12 Hold out your hands to me... 4:13 a.m. 2005-03-13 Im easily spreadable... 3:17 p.m. 2005-03-12 Hope your happy...... 3:50 a.m. 2005-03-12 Falling like this 9:22 p.m. 2005-03-11 Sleep 3:22 a.m. 2005-03-11 Your so rad 9:44 a.m. 2004-11-24 I hope I am never on trial for a serious crime, because then my fate would be in the hands of 12 people too stupid to get out of jury duty. 9:43 a.m. 2004-11-22 The ever so cool cat Bob.... 5:30 p.m. 2004-11-21 ...I was never very good at this... 7:59 p.m. 2004-11-19 Im not about to get into a deep conversastion with you about muffin tops. 8:21 p.m. 2004-11-18 Dont kick me when im down..... 8:31 p.m. 2004-11-17 My friends rock... 6:44 p.m. 2004-11-15 ill toast to that... 10:48 a.m. 2004-11-12 Wrap me up and bundle me tight make sure i dont put up a fight... 2:05 p.m. 2004-11-11 I know you think im crazy, but im really not...okay maybe i am. 10:04 a.m. 2004-11-10 Do you really think anyone will notice your lips Lisa? 10:07 a.m. 2004-11-09 I dont want to be anything other then what I been trying to be lately... 9:50 a.m. 2004-11-08 You twirl around me in the great big universe, watch your step i might trip you. 3:44 p.m. 2004-11-07 Show me your true self and ill accept you; lie to me and ill destroy you. 1:59 a.m. 2004-11-07 Hell hath no furry like a women scorned 10:34 p.m. 2004-11-05 I dont want to work i just want to bang on the drum all day 9:59 a.m. 2004-11-05 "I googled my roomate and hes a pron star in paris" 1:59 a.m. 2004-11-05 My eyes! 5:45 p.m. 2004-11-04 I just want to bang on the drums all day 4:49 a.m. 2004-11-04 2:51 am 2:49 a.m. 2004-11-04 - 1:50 a.m. 2004-11-04 Pour me another! 3:58 p.m. 2004-06-05 Pour me another! 3:58 p.m. 2004-06-05 Safe crush my ass 8:13 p.m. 2004-06-01 - 5:36 a.m. 2004-03-26 ...[Sigh]... 7:36 p.m. 2004-03-23 ...[Alex...ill take brains for $300]... 11:09 p.m. 2004-03-22 ...[This is to a new beggining!....well honestly fuck it, heres to the money!]... 11:59 p.m. 2004-03-21 ...[Invisible words]... 1:35 p.m. 2004-03-18 ...[R.I.P. Bobby]... 1:22 p.m. 2004-03-17 ...[I missed you]... 2:04 p.m. 2004-03-11 ...[You can Realtrim THIS]... 4:16 p.m. 2004-03-10 ...[Nothingness how sweet]... 4:01 p.m. 2004-03-10 ...[My life is filled with randomness]... 2:47 p.m. 2004-03-09 ...[You have no idea]... 12:26 a.m. 2004-03-08 ...[I stumble through this thing I call life]... 11:24 a.m. 2004-03-07 ...[Can I buy you a drink?]... 12:01 a.m. 2004-03-07 ...[Someday]... 8:57 p.m. 2004-03-06 ...[Empty-Shhhhhmepmty]... 7:46 p.m. 2004-03-05 ...[Alkey-Hol]... 3:13 a.m. 2004-03-05 ...[walk all over me]... 6:53 p.m. 2004-03-04 ...[I say there is a spring in MAH step]... 3:48 p.m. 2004-03-01 ...[Goodbye Comfot and everything that is real]... 7:13 p.m. 2004-02-16 ...[Wake up little sue-z wake up]... 11:07 a.m. 2004-02-16 ...[Smokes and chocolate milk.........these are some of my addictions]... 2:51 a.m. 2004-02-16 ...[Lingering Age]... 3:41 p.m. 2004-02-02 +Im shitting next to you+ 5:31 p.m. 2003-12-19 +Normality is unheard of+ 1:15 a.m. 2003-12-18 +Not From Concentrate+ 2:17 p.m. 2003-12-17 +A pointless update+ 4:58 p.m. 2003-12-16 ...[Yes, you can quote me on it!]... 6:56 p.m. 2003-12-08 Fire away 5:59 p.m. 2003-12-01 Redial successful 6:55 p.m. 2003-11-24 .:.Talk about shitting on my parade.:. 5:54 p.m. 2003-11-17 ...[The emptyness you hear is my heart beating]... 6:31 p.m. 2003-11-12 .:.Is there a reason why I feel the need to write in this online space called a diary?.:. 6:09 p.m. 2003-11-11 .:.I love today.:. 6:13 p.m. 2003-11-10 .:.I love today.:. 6:13 p.m. 2003-11-10 .:.You be the first i let know.:. 6:10 p.m. 2003-11-07 .:.The trees are beautiful.:. 6:22 p.m. 2003-11-03 .:.Long Beach Island here I coooome.:. 7:10 p.m. 2003-10-30 .:.LBI dreams.:. 9:21 p.m. 2003-10-27 .:.stupid boys.:. 6:46 p.m. 2003-10-24 .:.Im PMSING, must i say more?.:. 3:34 p.m. 2003-10-23 .:.The past is causing me more pain then the present.:. 3:27 p.m. 2003-10-22 .:.For you....:. 1:01 a.m. 2003-10-22 .:.There is just no use.:. 11:52 p.m. 2003-10-21 ,:,I hate work,:, 8:01 a.m. 2003-10-21 .:.Happy Anniversary to moi.:. 12:18 a.m. 2003-10-21 .:.Coffee=Good.:. 4:18 p.m. 2003-10-20 +Idiotness runs amuck+ 6:36 p.m. 2003-10-17 - 6:14 p.m. 2003-10-17 .:.I Feeeeeeeel like shit...(on a stick i might add).:. 2:02 p.m. 2003-10-13 .:.I just love being sick.:. 7:50 a.m. 2003-10-13 .:.I love NITEQUIL.:. 3:32 a.m. 2003-10-12 .:.?.:. 3:34 p.m. 2003-10-10 .:.Sigh.:. 11:41 p.m. 2003-10-06 .:.Bored, Bored, Bored.:. 3:19 p.m. 2003-10-06 .:.I feel the need to get this off my chest.:. 1:54 a.m. 2003-10-06 ...[Entry sucks...so does the title]... 3:45 a.m. 2003-10-05 ...[Someone wake me from my nightmare]... 12:16 a.m. 2003-10-02 ...[Tears of Failure]... 3:13 p.m. 2003-10-01 ...[When life hands you a lemon, instead of making leamonade try squeezing it in someones eye]... 12:06 a.m. 2003-10-01 ...[You were once here but now your so far gone; once you realized your mistakes dont trying crawling back]... 3:06 a.m. 2003-09-30 ...[AHHHHHHHHHHH]... 3:33 p.m. 2003-09-29 ...[I now know how to use an Allen Wrench +Thank you Sears+]... 2:19 a.m. 2003-09-29 ...[Lazy]... 3:09 p.m. 2003-09-28 ...["Trust me, I would never let you fall."]... 4:41 a.m. 2003-09-28 ...[The thong//Mans most uncomfortable invention\]... 4:47 p.m. 2003-09-27 ...[we walked around lonely streets to get to know ourselves]... 2:42 a.m. 2003-09-27 My job sucks, my parents hate me, my friends hate me, some kid from two of my classes is stalking me.shall I continue? 3:37 p.m. 2003-09-26 ...[Let me savor every moment of this]... 4:26 a.m. 2003-09-26 ..[Being sick sucks].. 2:41 p.m. 2003-09-25 You dont give a fuck about my life; so stop reading. 9:15 p.m. 2003-09-23 ...[Insert a happy life here]... 8:58 p.m. 2003-09-22 Be happy your not me. 5:55 p.m. 2003-09-22 I have fallen to far under, can i still be saved? 8:09 p.m. 2003-09-19 On the floor in peices, please dont put me back together i want to stay forever brokeen. 5:55 p.m. 2003-09-16 Congratulations todays antother day, its coming down to break you again,. Congratulations you can change sometimes when lying on your back you learn to breathe again. 8:04 p.m. 2003-09-15 Were playing this game over and over again; its about time on of us loses. 1:39 a.m. 2003-09-15 Why'd we even bother trying this in this first place? 3:10 p.m. 2003-09-14 I LOVE Egg McMuffins....AND??? 2:59 a.m. 2003-09-14 I LOVE Egg McMuffins....AND??? 2:59 a.m. 2003-09-14 D'oh 3:37 a.m. 2003-09-13 OHH JOHNNY 3:26 a.m. 2003-09-12 How fucking weird 3:27 p.m. 2003-09-11 Oh to be a kid again 3:55 p.m. 2003-09-10 French Toast is the best band ever...haha...yea right 3:46 p.m. 2003-09-08 GROW THE FUCK UP 9:34 p.m. 2003-09-05 This is a stupid entry. 3:59 p.m. 2003-09-05 I will let it pass and hold my tongue...but not for long...soon i will break. 1:54 a.m. 2003-09-05 "What i swear im not looking at his butt, im just checking to see if the floor pattern is straight...yep it looks straight...." 2:34 p.m. 2003-09-04 I will miss my Jessy 2:17 p.m. 2003-09-03 Eat my potatoes 12:24 a.m. 2003-09-03 Then i see you there with your arms open wide, and you try to embrace me...but all i do is walk away. 12:31 a.m. 2003-09-02 Chords of human kindness come undone... 12:09 p.m. 2003-09-01 Being tired sucks. 3:16 a.m. 2003-09-01 Justin Timberlake is a Fag-My Dad. 7:02 p.m. 2003-08-31 How can i open up my soul to you and let you see inside, when i cant bare to see the truth for myself. 3:40 p.m. 2003-08-31 If you only looked passed my smile and into my soul to see the pain i put myself through. 5:31 p.m. 2003-08-30 I keeping falling further and further into your eyes...someone please pull me out before i get hurt. 1:31 a.m. 2003-08-30 People should all jump in a never ending black hole and leamme the fuck alone...YOU ALL SUCK. 2:34 a.m. 2003-08-29 When I am with you I never want to leave your side. 1:00 a.m. 2003-08-28 Its cool you didnt want me, sometimes you cant go back....but why'd you have to go and make a mess like that? 3:05 p.m. 2003-08-27 Instead of waking up in America this morning I woke up in hell. 5:07 a.m. 2003-08-22 Happy 10:25 a.m. 2003-08-21 I am the defenition of the word BITCH tonight 9:29 p.m. 2003-08-19 Athsma FUCKING sucks....[hrmm maybe i should quit smoking...gee...that could help 12:05 a.m. 2003-08-19 And the tiny teenage version lives on... 7:36 p.m. 2003-08-17 2003 Black Out....[insert excitement here] 12:34 p.m. 2003-08-15 I fall over and over and over on you 1:38 p.m. 2003-08-14 Everything changes........even your friends 1:11 p.m. 2003-08-13 my bones are breaking these times are changing i wanna die 10:04 p.m. 2003-08-12 Nice Plumbs 11:54 p.m. 2003-08-11 YOU SUCK 11:10 p.m. 2003-08-10 Please be patient while we better out services 11:43 a.m. 2003-08-07 Changing Faces 2:02 a.m. 2003-08-07 "Please Amanda you have given me enough cigarettes to feed the starving children of Simalia." "Yeah Lisa if children ate cigarettes 10:14 p.m. 2003-08-06 This guy cracks me up 1:57 a.m. 2003-08-05 FIXER-UPER 10:07 p.m. 2003-08-04 This is what happens when im bored 7:05 p.m. 2003-08-04 Dont look now but you've been graped. 4:36 p.m. 2003-08-04 I feel like the world has thrown up on me today 2:40 p.m. 2003-08-04 Regis....ill buy a fucking clue for $300 please... 4:33 a.m. 2003-08-04 Rain drops keep falling on my head...oh my! 10:48 p.m. 2003-08-03 Yes I like cherries, and i can tie one in a knot with my tongue.... 7:37 p.m. 2003-08-03 DANA ROCKS SOCKS. 1:38 a.m. 2003-08-03 Its not always candy spun from head to heart, and its not always ment to be and its not always up to MEEEE..... 1:08 a.m. 2003-08-03 Anit Mushy-Gushy 11:07 p.m. 2003-08-02 I have come to the conclusion I need a bigger penis. 3:52 p.m. 2003-08-02 With alchohol life is Peachy 9:55 p.m. 2003-08-01 Can life get any worse? 5:26 a.m. 2003-08-01 Love is so overrated 1:54 a.m. 2003-08-01 Love doesnt exist 3:10 p.m. 2003-07-31 Why do people get married anyway? How can you say you care about someone so much that they are supposed to feel that way forever? 1:56 a.m. 2003-07-31 Chocolate Tears 12:31 a.m. 2003-07-31 Ever wake up and you feel like elephants are jumping on your tummy? 3:10 p.m. 2003-07-30 Looking in all the wrong places 1:01 a.m. 2003-07-30 RAMON NOODLES ROCK 12:13 a.m. 2003-07-30 Peachy FUCKING Keen 12:02 a.m. 2003-07-29 T__I__R__E__D 11:14 p.m. 2003-07-28 Nobody gives a shit about me... 4:27 p.m. 2003-07-28 coffeeCOFFEECoFfEe 7:46 a.m. 2003-07-28 OutOfTheBlue 12:59 a.m. 2003-07-28 On Hiatus 5:58 p.m. 2003-07-21 Tears and chocolate pudding 12:18 a.m. 2003-07-21 Everythings Broken 1:54 p.m. 2003-07-18 how about you never call me dude again 1:33 a.m. 2003-07-16 another world 10:19 p.m. 2003-07-14 guys suck 3:13 a.m. 2003-07-14 BLAH 2:25 p.m. 2003-07-13 Shitty Day 3:25 a.m. 2003-07-13 Cloud9 10:50 p.m. 2003-07-11 Late night cigg talk 4:55 a.m. 2003-07-11 Take me away from here 3:20 a.m. 2003-07-10 Trapt 6:39 p.m. 2003-07-09 Im dieing inside 12:48 a.m. 2003-06-24 Im dieing inside 12:48 a.m. 2003-06-24 Im dieing inside 12:48 a.m. 2003-06-24 I lie inside myself for hours 10:05 p.m. 2003-04-26 O Happy Day 3:46 p.m. 2003-04-19 That Squishy Feeling 1:26 a.m. 2003-04-17 ...and the cheese stands alone... 11:03 p.m. 2003-04-13 faded 4:08 p.m. 2003-04-11 Welcome Center meetings 9:53 p.m. 2003-04-09 I want to fade away.... 11:56 p.m. 2003-04-08 Letting Go 11:27 a.m. 2003-03-20 Waiting 6:43 p.m. 2003-02-16 Going back on my word? 11:21 p.m. 2003-01-16 under construction 10:37 p.m. 2003-01-16 Happily Happy Alone 9:25 p.m. 2003-01-12 The Setup 12:22 a.m. 2003-01-04 Happy Beggining 1:38 p.m. 2003-01-03 MilesAway 10:54 p.m. 2002-12-03 TheUnKiss 10:18 p.m. 2002-10-02 10:40 10:18 p.m. 2002-10-01 Zsa Zsa Zsu 8:13 p.m. 2002-09-30 Jerk 5:10 p.m. 2002-09-29 Alone 11:49 p.m. 2002-09-28 run 10:24 p.m. 2002-09-26 Tears 10:31 p.m. 2002-09-24 Confuzzeled 8:48 p.m. 2002-09-14 New Beggining 11:03 a.m. 2002-07-27 Goodbye till august 1:30 p.m. 2002-06-09 angry 11:38 p.m. 2002-06-08 torn 5:04 p.m. 2002-06-08 Confusion 9:42 p.m. 2002-06-07 Opperation: Sneak out...(and probally get busted) 5:09 p.m. 2002-06-07 Late Night Confessions 11:30 p.m. 2002-06-06 Things Thought Through 4:20 p.m. 2002-06-06 Pain (in more ways than others) 11:04 p.m. 2002-06-04 Goodbye 6:24 p.m. 2002-06-03 Getting Shafted by Tom 11:02 p.m. 2002-06-02