Late Night Confessions
11:30 p.m. - 2002-06-06

Dear Diary,

What do I do? Its like I dont want to leave NJ but I need to go back to TN. August is looking good to come back...but why? Do I really want to come home for the right reasons? Or is it the simple fact that I want it to work out between us? Well what if it does not work out between us? What if he finds someone else? What if he does not like me anymore? The scarier question is...what if it works out? I confess, I really like him...I dunno..I also confess that I really want him to kiss me...sigh..and he knows this... Great Jason is in a bad mood b/c he lost his job...which is understandable...but its not like I made him lose it or something..now were fighting...great just what I need now...Well its late and I leave soon...im very tired...contacts are getting dry...Oh and theres a little tip for all the girls out there...never tie a cherry stem in a knot with your tounge in a room full of guys...yeah I did that once.....never again..lol...

~*~Sweet Dreams~*~

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