Opperation: Sneak out...(and probally get busted)
5:09 p.m. - 2002-06-07

Dearest Diary,

Please help.

Mom is bitching, the old irish attitude is kicking in...and im about to go crazy! He wants me to sneak out tonite! I have never done so, and the way my house is set up the odds are for me. My computer is in the basement...and ah-ha so a window! Sounds easy huh? Yeah right it took me 30 min to figure out how to take off the sliding doors and the screen and put it back on. Is this really worth it? Now im all dirty from climbing unto our lovely dirt backyard....at least I dont have to jump! Anyway im not sure im gonna do it...I am about 80% sure I can pull it off....but I dunno...now i feel like I have 5 spiders crawling in places I never thought things could crawl. Yeah I feel absolutly beautiful!

Well I guess ill just have to tell you what happens to me....if I get caught and im still alive.....and we shall see what happens tonite with the OTHER him....i dunno...

I need to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve....

and I was supposed to call jay last night...i feel asleep....oh well...how many times have i got shafted my guys...escp. jay.....so there.... i dont feel too too bad...lol.....oh well...

I think this bowl of cherries i just ate is gonna make me hurl or something...

I hope all goes well tonite.....

~*~

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