Confusion
9:42 p.m. - 2002-06-07

I feel sick right now.......

sigh

I just went walking for an hour....it seems like it went so fast....

I doubt I will see him tonite, its almost 10:00.

I feel the tears behind my eyes, but i do not cry.

I just wish i knew what to do, im sitting here with nothing but his words to keep me company, but I dont want them....take them back.

I highly doubt me sneaking out...i want to see him...but i doubt it....oh well..we shall see...god why cant i just be happy? I wish i had something to do...well no...better yet...a certian someone to do something with....why cant he just realize how much he means to me? He says that i am beautiful and sweet.....but what purpose does that serve? I hope he gets home soon....my heart hurts....

"if YoU LoVe SoMeOnE, TeLL tHeM nOw....ToMoRrOw MiGhT bE tOo LaTe. SoMe PeOpLe CoMe InTo OuR LiVeS aNd qUiCkLy Go. SoMe StAy FoR AwHiLe AnD LeAvE fOoTpRiNtS iN oUr HeArTs...AnD wE ArE nEvEr ThE sAmE aS oNcE bEfOrE..!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I need to try and live by that!

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