Goodbye till august
1:30 p.m. - 2002-06-09

Dearest Diary,

This will be my last entry till august. sigh...its been fun. well if you ask about last night it was like he feel off the face of the earth or something, i dunno. then i e:mailed him...i saw that he read it around 3:00 am. did i get a reply you ask? Nope. i got on this morning around 10:30 he was on then got off right away. is there something wrong with me? no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i want love it slaps me in the face. i hope when he realizes what he has done, it will be too late and ill be gone. but knowing me i will be like that little puppy dog that always gets abused but keeps coming back for love. well im sad to go in some ways. but i need to get away from him. then i think ill be able to move on, if i try and forget. but who am i kidding i have tried that and it never works. every time my buddy list makes the noise that someone has come on, i hope its him....but it never is....i leave in two hours...sigh.....its been great....ill miss soo many people....

diego-keep your chin up! im glad i met you and i hope you stay real. thanks for listening.

farewell to all....

Lisa

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