angry
11:38 p.m. - 2002-06-08

Once again i am being played. He said he was gonna stop by before 11. What time is it now you ask? Almost 12 and i got nothing from him. He never showed, never called, never anything. and i sit here with so many emotions, but i jsut want to punch him so hard in the face now. I leave tomorrow and he knows this, and still...what to i get nothing! i get all ready to see him, to touch him, to hold him....but what happens? i dont see him i dont touch him and i dont hold him. i called and got no answer. what do i do? its like he does not even care about my feelings. he knows i am sitting here waiting for him, he knows how much i care. and yet i sit here talking to a total stranger over IMing who wishes me a great night and even better dreams. thanks diego....that means so much. Maybe if i stopped caring about him it would work out...hmmmmm...sure.....i feel like crying, but i cant, i feel like screaming but i cant. sigh...this will probally be one of my last entrys....i leave tomorrow....its been fun....love to all who actually read my ramblings....escp diego....

Im off,

Lisa

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