Goodbye
6:24 p.m. - 2002-06-03

Dearest Diary,

He told me that i need to let him be alone and that he is going through some things right now....

He cursed....

I cried....

How I wish he knew what I felt for him..

I feel so weak right now...I just dont know what to do anymore, i cant take it right now...first he tells me how beautiful I am and then the next thing I know he wants to have nothing to do with me...

Amanda is mad at me because I blew off our "plans" to hang out with Matt, and now the loser has plans of his own...and manda isnt home...man i screwed up big time...its like i cant do anything right....

and my paretns? Thats a whole other entry....

sigh

Ill be back later.....

Lisa

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