Pain (in more ways than others)
11:04 p.m. - 2002-06-04

So confused....thoughts rushing through my head.....

Why can't he love me?

Why cant Jay see that were just friends?

Why does my future seem so hard?

Back is in pain...never should have gotten this thing.....needle was painful........ill be talking to him soon.....but what is that fulfiling? My desire or his? Thoughts rush through my head.....so many things are getting left unsaid.... "I love you" will never leave my lips...to go to his ears.....

*~*GoodNight~*~

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I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. I understand that everything happens for a reason, and I embrace it. I respect those who treat me right, and ignore the ones who don't. I dress the way I want to, and say what is on my mind... if you have a problem with that, then don't talk to me.

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