I will let it pass and hold my tongue...but not for long...soon i will break.
1:54 a.m. - 2003-09-05

I wrote this whole big entry but my comp sucks major monkey balls.

All i have to say is that im sad.

My heart hurts.

Nothing can be perfect can it?

Paul made me sad tonight, i wanted to cry, just sit there and cry.

Class was ok...met this cool chick Victoria...mad awesome.

My heart still hurts...i felt it sink tonight.

Maybe i should break up with him, it does not make sense.

Nothing makes sense anymore.

Tomorrow i have Speech...fucking great.

I have work in 6 hours and i need sleep.

My heart hurts like you wont imagine...if you only knew.

Maybe if i sleep the pain will go away...i just dont want to wake up.

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