Everything changes........even your friends
1:11 p.m. - 2003-08-13

Im tired of this bullshit. Lets be honest we are no longer friends. Ever since the fight between me and Tara, and the thing with you liking me after all that was over its like our friendship has changed. You said it wouldnt, but you have made it that way not me. I am the one that always calls you now and you never have time for me. That isnt what a friend is. So lets please save this crap and forget about it. You dont care about me even as a friend, and if you do you have a twisted way of showing it my friend. And the Taxi comment was an asshole remark. How is it that when you used to like me and everything was cool you'd pick me up almost every day and we'd hang out, and i have missed that. BUT i have come to the conclusion that you must have done that because you liked me...and thats fucking messed up. So you dont act like my friend, so lets forget about it...if you want to try and start again and ACT like a friend then im all for it, but if not...then lets forget it all. Last nigt i was so depressed....i thought of drinking, or getting some drugs or something just to make the pain go away....of course i purged all the junkfood i ate so that made me feel better...the world sucks right now...and nobody is there for me except amanda...i wish others were there...but there not...

on a brighter note me and Paul exchanged numbers, im happy about that..well gotta go leave for baby sitting in 15 min

Peace

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