my bones are breaking these times are changing i wanna die
10:04 p.m. - 2003-08-12

I have come to the realization everything changes wether you want it to or not, it just happens. You cant stop it or make the change any less painful you just have to endure the pain and let it take its corse. It sucks though, realizing things after the fact. Like with Frank I have realized he didnt care...words arent enough he should have showed it with actions other then making out with me everytime i saw him. I wore his fleece today and am in depressed mode tonight. I just want to wallow in ice cream and good conversastion with Amanda. Me and her are going out tonight for a lil bit and its a well needed hangout session.

I really miss talking to Dan but thats another entry in its self. I will be seeing Paul tomorrow at work..only God knows what will happen. But im upset and i should go....

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