Nobody gives a shit about me...
4:27 p.m. - 2003-07-28

I feel like the worst person ever.

Im reading some of his LJ entrys that I never really took the time to pay attention to, and i feel like shit.

I didnt mean to hurt anyone, honestly. And I know that I did, but im sorry. It doesnt matter what I think or feel anymore...everyone is happy about the situation,

but me.

I dont want any bad feelings...because honestly I see that everyone acts differently twords me. I never asked for any of this, so why am i the one who has to suffer because of it. I mean were not ever freinds anymore...a friend is someone who cares, they show it by words and actions...and I have been trying but im getting nothing back...so what can i do?

I had a dream last night that one of my friends commited suicide...very scary, and im not saying who that person is...but it scared me.

"well i've been afraid of changing cause i built my life around you"

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