Cloud9
10:50 p.m. - 2003-07-11

Im officially off the ever so lovely cloud 9 I was on earlier this morning. Im starting to think that he probably isnt interested in me like that. So what he wanted to kiss me, I mean I kissed Adam *and stuff* but I dont like him. And I don't want to be used like that. Either I want a BF or I want to date...no hooking up...not just randomly like what could have happened this morning. Whatever..I feel like shit...maybe its the simple fact that I only ate a lil bit of watermelon and a forkfull of sliced greenbeans thats making me sick. But I need to lose weight. I want to see how much I can lose in time for classes in the fall...I have like 2 months. If I keep eating and working out the way I have been doing-it will just melt off!

~*~I think about your face and how i fall into your eyes, the outline that i trace around the one i call mine~*~

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I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. I understand that everything happens for a reason, and I embrace it. I respect those who treat me right, and ignore the ones who don't. I dress the way I want to, and say what is on my mind... if you have a problem with that, then don't talk to me.

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