Can life get any worse?
5:26 a.m. - 2003-08-01

I feel like a whore.

My life fucking sucks right now.

I hooked up with Mike*

I dont know, I dont want a relationship so i thought that hooking up with guys would be okay...btw...we didnt have sex......im still a virgin....so...i dont know im so confused right now.

This isnt like me.

I feel like im somebody else.

I mean hooking up fulfills my...i dunno...needs...i guess...but it does not make me happy.

All i want to do is be happy.

How interesting this song was playing when i came inside from seeing Mike*......

I've been thinking about you, my love

And all the crazy things that you put me through

Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you

Were you thinking of me when you kissed him

Could you taste me when you licked his skin

All the while I showered you with trust and promises

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge

To get back all that I lost then

I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

Adrienne, I thought I knew you

Once again, you used me, used me

Adrienne, I should have left you

Long before you used me, Used me up

Spent my money, drove my car

I treated you like a shining star

But in my sky all burnt out you are

And I'll have the last laugh, when I see you walking with

Some other guy

'Cause I know you're gone end up all alone

So take these words, some good advice

All you've done gonna come back twice

You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

What I'm needing now's some sweet revenge

To get back all that I lost then

I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

My life fucking sucks now.

Im all alone and nobody understands.

I feel dirty.

And he likes me...so i feel horrible because i dont like him. In anyway...I mean hes cute and all....

God im a fucking bad bad person.

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