...[Wake up little sue-z wake up]...
11:07 a.m. - 2004-02-16

Everything felt like a dream.

Nothing changed though. The house still had the same noises. The old wood creaks at night; like its crying out for help. The street lamp outside my window shown through and left the same image lingering on the wall since i was 11. Too feel the oddness of familiarality wasnt quit what i thought it would be.

i didnt sleep until 6am. I dont have a computer at the other place. So i was in my glory day last night. Im going to try to convince my mother to let me come back here and go to sleep, then maybe i can get more internet access. I hope.

My throat kills.

You have no idea what the pain is like.

Side note: the good thing is that im barely eating anything due to the fact that i can just about swallow my own saliva.

+sigh+

I cannot wait until i get my own place. I will really deserve it though; considering all the living arrangements i have had to endure.

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I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. I understand that everything happens for a reason, and I embrace it. I respect those who treat me right, and ignore the ones who don't. I dress the way I want to, and say what is on my mind... if you have a problem with that, then don't talk to me.

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