If you only looked passed my smile and into my soul to see the pain i put myself through.
5:31 p.m. - 2003-08-30

I just got back from work :(

Im about to go to the mall w/Paul.

Where's Dana..shes not on...

See me and her were talking last night about telling Paul about my ED..i was gonna wait but something happened today at work, and now i have to tell him. See i usually wake up in the morning feeling sick i cant eat breakfast right away and sometimes the smell of food makes me even sicker. Today i felt horrible and Nelson was like ohh i hope your not anorexic or some shit like that. I told him not to joke around like that. I eventually told Nelson about it because he wouldnt leave me alone about it. Then i told Paul i needed to talk to him about what Nelson said...so im kinda nervous about it.

WISH ME LUCK. Blahsers.

aritey i should go...i cant wait to go to the mall and buy new clothes for school. PLUS im looking into Mandas bday gift because i know exactly what i want to get her, and she'll luv it.

I feel so fat today. How the fuck am i gonna tell Paul about my ED? Wheres Amanda, wheres Danielle, wheres Dana? AHHHHHHHHH

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