Tears and chocolate pudding
12:18 a.m. - 2003-07-21

i cant stop crying. I have realized how much of a horrible person i am. im never going to be anything to anyone. I am so sorry for all the hurt i put you through. (you know who are you) i have realized how much i have hurt you, and much of a horrible person i am for everything that i put you through. i dont deserve to be happy, and i probably never will be. Three months is along time to go on without knowing how someone feels abuot you. To this day i am still not sure....but it wouldnt matter if i did...nothing matters. All i want is to be happy and fall in love, and have the perfect life happily ever after. Its not going to happen...and i should accept it. I still cant stop crying..i should be used to the tears and hurt by now...

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