Going back on my word?
11:21 p.m. - 2003-01-16
Going back on my word?
11:21 p.m. - 2003-01-16
I was supposed to leave up the entry that said my diary was underconstruction, but I can't.
I feel...
b r o k e n
I like him so much, but he has no idea.
I have been telling myself that I am happy alone. I mean damn I just wrote a whole entry on it. But I cant help the way i feel...but i can never tell him. The rejection would be too great if he did not feel the same way. My Mother told me that Love is based on taking chances...probably the best advice I have been given...but I cant take her advice. Not now.
Well my diary sucks now...its such a pain in the ass i have been on here for 2 hours trying to fix it and change the template...grrrrrrrargggg.....
So please excuse the crap.
Im feeling cold, numb, and broken.
What else is new?