Letting Go
11:27 a.m. - 2003-03-20

A week ago I was happy. A week ago I was in his arms. A week ago I laughed. A week ago I was whole.

Its hard to imagine myself at this point, maybe if he knew what I was going through then he wouldnt be acting this way. I havent heard much from him, so I do not know if he really liked me or not...but im guessing that he does not. So I am trying to let him go, I dont want to...but I think that it is easier this way. The only one I want now is him. But now it seems like a distant wish...something I can only hope for. So maybe if I meet someone else it will take my mind off of him. But that is not what I want...I dont want to take my mind off of him...because I want him. Oh well...things work out this way sometimes, and I may not agree or understand it...but I need to accept it.

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