Looking in all the wrong places
1:01 a.m. - 2003-07-30

Talking to Steven...all he wants is a hook-up...almost considered it.

Infact were hanging out tomorrow...why do i do this to myself.

I want a man to love me

why is that so hard?

I feel like...........

a whore...even though im not....but by certian things i feel like one.

its so sad.

im so depressed i cant cry

nobody gives a fuck about me anymore...what friends i have huh?

guys want to use me, friends have all of a sudden treated me like im a disease, i just want to fade away.

Nobody would even notice.

If I told you tonight that I loved you

Would you walk my way would you say

Lies that I wanted to hear

If I told you tonight that I need you

Would you break my heart would you start

Wearing me down again

I feel so lonely when I'm with I'm with you

But I'm so lonely when you're gone

I can't live with you

I can't live without you

I still hold on

If I told you tonight I was leaving

Would you call my name take the blame

Turn it all around again

'Cause you know I love you

And worth the heartbreak we make

But I still hold on I still hold on

I feel so lonely when I'm with I'm with you

But I'm so lonely when you're gone

I can't live with you

I can't live without you

I still hold on

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