+Normality is unheard of+
1:15 a.m. - 2003-12-18

Heres something i wrote in angst my life at the moment....

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You control me.

I try to look away from the shattered image, but i cannot resist.

You control me.

I try to forget the hold you have over me, but i cannot resist.

You control me.

I try to ignore society's comments and rude remarks, but i cannot resist.

You control me.

I try not to wish i was someone

else , but i cannot resist.

You control me.

I try live a normal life and forget about how life is distored through my eyes, but i cannot resist.

You control me.

I try to forget about the way you whisper the truth into my soul, but i cannot resist.

You control me.

I try to imagine what it would be like to be happy in my own skin, but i cannot resist.

YOU CONTROL ME

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