MilesAway
10:54 p.m. - 2002-12-03

Dear Diary,

I wonder why he hasnt called me in a week. He wont answer my e:mails. Its fubnny I was so happy last week...i almost felt complete...i know it sounds dumb...but it felt so good talking to him.

And i actually thought that maybe for one time in my life something would work out...but i can see i am wrong again. Its funny how i believed him, all the nice things he told me...he seemed just right. i jst dont understand what i could have done to deserve this. Is my prince ever going to come for me? I do not think that i should even believe that i deserve anything other than what i have gotten in the past? If so than i think that is pretty damn sad because my whole past has been nothing but sad when it comes to relationships. Well i am not going to write him again...he does not deserve it. My hands are getting cold and i am getting tired. so i am going to go to bed. We shall see what happnes but i dont know...

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