another world
10:19 p.m. - 2003-07-14

I cant wait until Wed night. I need this so bad. All my problems go away when im drunk. Im in another world. A world where I dont feel alone, where i dont feel worthless, where i dont feel empty.

And thats a world that I wish i could live in forever.

Im hanging out with Amanda tonight. Cant wait i have missed her bunches.

Blah Frank is online...but im not going to talk to him...im done with the shit for right now.

Its so funny...when we were dating he was always busy. Now that were not he has as much time as a fucking watch.

God i ate so much today.

Im full, and i hate being full.

Im talking to him...but im giving him what he deserves....my bitchy attitude...i have never told him how i feel...and im getting sick and tired of this.

why do i keep doing this to myself?

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