faded
4:08 p.m. - 2003-04-11

I saw a couple yesterday...they looked so happy, and while I was looking at them I realized I want that.

No matter how much I try, I cant seem to be happy. I mean it seems simple right. But for some reason I cant just be happy...there is always some shit that is going on in my life and so much drama that brings me down. I just dont understand it.

There is alot of shit going on now...God...

Im emotionaly drained and I just wanna fall on the floor and stay there until everything works out for me...

I may be on the floor forever...

But I feel sick...I ate today and I dunno....

anyway ill write later

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I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. I understand that everything happens for a reason, and I embrace it. I respect those who treat me right, and ignore the ones who don't. I dress the way I want to, and say what is on my mind... if you have a problem with that, then don't talk to me.

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