Im dieing inside
12:48 a.m. - 2003-06-24
Im dieing inside
12:48 a.m. - 2003-06-24
I feel like this girl. Alone, and numb. Im not doing good with the whole throwing up thing...I told people I gained weight, but in all reality im losing weight. I dont want to lie, but I want them to leave me alone. And I hate not telling Amanda the whole story because she is my best friend. But i know she will worry about me and she does not need to. Throwing up will just make me lose weight faster-i'll be able to stop when i need to.
God im so alone.