soulsearching

People just fucking suck. I think its the fact that i expect so much from people and i get nothing back. Like for my Birthday for example the first person to wish me a Happy BDay was the bread delievery man at work, now thats sad. I just like to make a big deal of something and give my all, and when i dont get in in return it hurts, and pisses me the fuck off. But whatever it was just another day but im still pissed.

Today at work sucked major ass...Mike got pissed because me, Jessica, and Latoya took are lunch at the same time and went to Burger King...its a longer story but its almost 3am and im way too fucking tired to tell it all.

I need to do some back to school shopping...there is this really awesome binder (five star first gear) at work...its 14.99...but its worth it...i want to look stylish all the way down to my school material...

OMG

POS pissed me the fuck off IMing me outta the blue and making all these comments to me...i basically told him to fuck off and go away...i dont have the energy to deal with his bullshit.

Paul is in AC lucky son of a bitch...i wish i was 21..although im not one to gamble...just stick me in a bar while everyone else wastes there money on stupid card games while i rack in the Tequila...I hope he wins some money...dinner at a nice resturant this weekend sounds nice..haha..JK.

I have to work at 12:30...not looking forward to it one bit. I dont want to deal with Pete or Nelson, or anyone for that matter...people piss me off.

Hopefully ill go shopping this Sat...ill see if Paul wants to go with me...if he does i feel bad for him...im sucha bad shopper i take forever. I buy way too much and take forever trying stuff on...lord have mercy...

arite kiddies im off to bed.

Peace out girl scout.

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I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. I understand that everything happens for a reason, and I embrace it. I respect those who treat me right, and ignore the ones who don't. I dress the way I want to, and say what is on my mind... if you have a problem with that, then don't talk to me.

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