Be happy your not me.
5:55 p.m. - 2003-09-22

I do have to say that things have been very very fucked up this week. Too much to explain...ohh how i hate it all. I have yet to break up with Paul...But i did hang out with Dan last night...

John is ok...the doctors read the wrong chart to him...thank God.

Nothing to say other then the fact that i hate my life...i know lots of people say that and they are just being dramatic...but honestly i do. I really hate it.

Oh well.

Im at the ever so loverly BCC due to the fact that are comp is broken.

sucks to be me.

My talkinglikeanoldladywhohasbeensmokingforfortyyears phase is over...my voice is back to normal... *thank God*...

I smoked today.

I have been so stressed out i just couldnt help it...i only had one tho...so its alright.

I go for an interview for that bussiness guy that gave me his card on Firday @4ish He works in FairLawn...eh.

Im off...to do...well nothing really...

I miss amanda...its kinda weird this week i have had to make decisions without getting advice from anyone...talk about hard...and what a week i had. I guess this is what living without a best friend is like. I do miss her and cant wait to talk to her.

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