Alone
11:49 p.m. - 2002-09-28

I feel so alone

He is not even talking to me...

whats wrong with me?

I feel so empty inside, I dont know what it is...or why I feel this way.

I promised Mary I was not going to IM him...and I wont...Mo told me that he will want me more if I ignore him for awhile...I hope she is right...

I want to move out...but its too much money and i dont have a car yet...too much to deal with...

I feel so numb...

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I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful, dancing in the rain, and miracles. I believe in second chances, even if you've completely screwed up. I understand that everything happens for a reason, and I embrace it. I respect those who treat me right, and ignore the ones who don't. I dress the way I want to, and say what is on my mind... if you have a problem with that, then don't talk to me.

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